chase you down until you love me.

Dance show was da shizzle. Pictures coming soon.

ooolala.

French Writing exam today. Needless to say I've never failed so much in my life. But I'm staying optimistic. I've got so much homework but yanoe what? FUCK IT.
Had a nice gurly chat with the girls ellie and tas in the park afterschool = goodtimes.

fuck it.

I feel actually suicidal sometimes. Like I have some sort of a depressive disorder. But then I just sound like a beggit. Like, just any another teenager. Ahhh well.
COFFEE POT TOMORROW MIT ABBIE AND EILISH. Too bad I have to get through school first D:

oh, hello.

Greenwich was really good today with Ellie, Ryan and George. The park, then McDonalds, then the beeeach. Twas good times. Ah, saw Madeline as well (:

we run for fun.

The FunRun wasn't as bad as I anticipated. Walking around with everyone was more fun than the actual run. Well, we actually walked, so you know, it wasn't really a run *shifty eyes*. Anyways, ta for a great day guys! This week has gone so fast. I want summer to hurry up already. Although, there are some things I'll miss about Year 9, it's been quite a good year. Let's recap - in pictures of course...

oh god.

'Fun'Run tomorrow. Someone stab me with a fork.

wish upon a star.

I have dreams. Channing Tatum is one of them. But I also have realistic ones, don't worry. And I have another wish list! For summer this time. And I'm determined to own them!

• New ray bans for summer
• Prada shoulder strap bag
• Marc Jacobs purse
• Blackberry for my birthday
• Levi high-waisted shorts
• Brown leather brogues from Urban Outfitters – because you just gotta have some high street.

*Prays*

you know you love me!

The days really do seem to just drag on. But that's because it's almost summer! Everyone is really just waiting for the hols, even though some just ended. It's the last term, and this one seems like the longest. Not to mention is make-up, break-up season. Everyone is either hooking up of breaking up. How gay. I know. Ah well, there's ALWAYS plenty of gossip around this time, so I don't mind. At least it's entertaining. I'm just waiting for something to happen though. I guess there's Aletia Neilly's pool party whenever it is. But strutting around in a bikini? Ergh, no thanks. It's not something I like the sound of. Shorts and a t-shirt/bikini top? Yeah, that sounds much better. Till next time.

it's better to be average.

MLIA is a medicine for boredom. Seriously. If you don't already (who doesn't?) check out one of these sites. They are the Gods of Internet Explorer. Texts from last night is my personal favourite. P.S I'm sorry I haven't posted in so long. Soz.

www.mylifeisaverage.com
www.fmylife.com
www.textsfromlastnight.com
www.givesmehope.com
www.grouphug.us

doubleohseven.

Today I have thoroughly enjoyed myself by watching every Daniel Craig James Bond film. Mmm. There's something vaguely attractive about him. I suppose it's the British accent. Anyways, day well spent don'tcha think? ;D

phobia.

It is so hard being ill. Not to mention that the TV remote has been stolen off of me by my uncle's and they have proceeded in changing the Breakfast at Tiffany's I was watching and switching the channel to the Politcal Debate on ITV. Gahhh.

I'm supposed to be dieting but it's practically impossible when you're ill. And no, I'm not 'just another self-obsessed teen' - I lose weight to feel good, not to look good.

Anyways, in my state of sickness, I realised I have waaay too many fears. Like proper phobia's. I have regular ones, like a fear of spiders and insects (it's understandable, I got bitten by a spider last summer). But I also have irrational fear of the dark, the night, being alone, death, falling in love, failing, disappointment etc. - and I'm talking about an actual fear. I need to get a grip.

epic failure.

Have you ever tried taking an action shot on a film camera? It is nearly impossible - not to mention that I'm pretty sure I have screwed up the film. I've tried setting a extremely fast shutter speed and exposure but it's still just an epic fail. Oh, and I'm sick. Fan-f*cking-tastic. This holiday has been mediocre. Ta God. I seem to blame most of my problem on you, soz...

ewww.

R.I.P health D:

reblogged from fuckyeahskinnybitch.tumblr

that is all.

It feel weird when I forget to post on here. Anyways, the Zenit TTL came yesterday and I must say it is a babe. It came with a Helios lens as well as an electronic flash and so it does amazing lomography shots and I've been playing around with it a bit so I'm going to try and get the photos developed. When I do, you'll be the first to see them : )

Lately I've been spending most of my time just editing photos and I swear if every teen just edited photos like I do, there would be no gun crime - and it's true. Anyways, as always check them out ;D These are my photos bare in mind.

10 loops and a bit of a rush.

THORPE PARK WAS AMAZING. NUFF SAID.

why is a raven like a writing desk?

Ahhh I saw Alice in Wonderland with my sister today in 3D. Well, what they say is true - everything is better in a 3rd dimension. Well, I said that. Anyways, I have serious love for Johnny Depp. Like seriously. I love how the film was put together though. Tim Burton, well done.



`Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.

Lewis Carroll.

i walk like this, because i can back it up.

I am so bored, its unreal. I haven't done anything productive. Like not even take photos or anything - but it's alright, because I can steal other peoples ;D No I'm joking. I've been trying to build up my camera collection but it's a bit of a fail - but I can cross off old russian camera from my wish list! Now I've just got to get that Diana F+, but until then, here's my camera wish list:

- Polaroid
- Diana F+ CMYK
- Fisheye 2 underwater
- Oktomat- Canon 1000D with fisheye lens
 
*Prays* Please God give me these cameras. For that Canon and maybe also for the Zenit camera that I have got, I would like multiple filters please. Particularly a slpit-field filter, a rainbow spot filter and a multivison or overlap filter like probably used in the picture displayed (reblogged from www.papertissue.tumbr.com).

Oh, and Ryan + everyone else who pranked called me - it's getting old.

mehhh.

feisty one you are!

OH MY SHIZZLE! I can not believe I watched them filming the inbetweeners today. Ahhh and I got a hug from Simon Bird (Will), it was amazing. I wouldn't even have known if it weren't for Abbie Brett. Thank you Abbie! I went and waited where they were filming with Abbie, George and Harley and then we got a few pictures. I think that has made my day.

vintage + russian = bliss.

I'm sorry, but I just had to buy another camera. Despite my mums dismay ;D ebay was a bit of a lifesaver here because I got it ridiculously cheap and there's absolutely nothing wrong with it. I can't post pictures because I haven't taken any photos with it yet (the one included is not mine - I found it on the internet), but all I know is that it's old and heavy - which is kinda my thing. It's called the Zenit TTL and it was made in the late 60s or early 70s - I'm thinkg of getting it refurbished because its really old. It's part of the Zenit lomography series but it's also an SLR so it has interchangeable lenes - and it's gorgey porgey. It sells for AMAZINGLY cheap on ebay so I recommend that everyone go out and buy one! Unless you know me, because I'm simply not having you steal my glory ;D You know you love me.

american apparel rummage sale 2000 and 10.

Just finished from the American Apparel Rummage Sale and it was admittedly pretty amazing ;D You can get loads for barely anything at all, and I only spent £13! I recommend that anyone who hasn't gone already check it out - you still have 2 more days. It's at 81 Brick Lane from 10am till 8pm and there's a queue so I'd get there pretty early! I'm in Westfields at the moment for like the first time and its MASSIVE. It puts Bluewater to shame tbh...

pluto&the planettes!

Well done pluto&the planettes! Everyone at the song contest   was so good! I must say, some of the acts were really amazing. But someone remind me never to sit next to Jacob or Ryan ever again. They kept slagging off like all the bands! :') It was very funny though. Look out for the music video!